Jacqueline
Not an easy name to remember
Not a person that someone wants to remember
Yea, easily forgotten or i should put it in a simpler way- was NV meant to be remembered.
Human relationships are mysteries which even if one spent its entire lifetime exploring on, there may be no end to it. Over my two years in college life, i started to learn more about frictions that can be created among fellow beings. So, we have to conquer the over-reliance placed on friendships and step out of comfort zones to live independently. Having occasional gatherings is more than a blessing given, is that so?
I realised i still cannot shake off this reliance on friends. I have to admit i am not someone who can live off by herself. Maybe it is true that a Leo needs company all the time. You can find her with different cliques of friends 'hee-haa-hoo' .. but that's not what she's seeking of.
Did i really waste my time in that dreaful two years of my life? Maybe i didn't, at least i learned from a painful manner that life isn't that great and simple as the naive me has been thinking before. There's no evil people, i have to blame myself for not being too lovable for the world. Asthetics qualities do gain favour in one way.
DRAMAS, LIES, BETRAYING are just mere candies for taste. There' MORE to life.
Did i grow up? I just learned more about humanity.
Complex, unpleasant afterall.
When will i grow up? When will i enjoy life?
When will i start witnessing love around the world?
This is such a pathtic piece of ground.
Too much poverty
Too much misery
Sheesh!
I wanna migrate to New Zealand all the sudden.
Agree with me, Singapore education systen do fail in some ways!
Cambridge A level Exam in 1 day -.-
